"Distrust" is a word in ENGLISH

distrust ENGLISH
Definition:

Suspicion of evil designs.

distrust ENGLISH
Definition:

State of being suspected; loss of trust.

distrust ENGLISH
Definition:

To feel absence of trust in; not to confide in or rely
upon; to deem of questionable sufficiency or reality; to doubt; to be
suspicious of; to mistrust.

distrust ENGLISH
Definition:

Doubt of sufficiency, reality, or sincerity; want of
confidence, faith, or reliance; as, distrust of one's power, authority,
will, purposes, schemes, etc.

Few words of positivity

Despite my firm convictions, I have always been a man who tries to face facts, and to accept the reality of life as new experience and new knowledge unfolds. I have always kept an open mind, a flexibility that must go hand in hand with every form of the intelligent search for truth.

Malcolm X

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Laugh your heart out.

Pigs don't look very smart to me. Sure, they are. You ever see a sow try to make a silk purse out of a farmer's ear?

reliance ENGLISH

The act of relying, or the condition or quality of being reliant; dependence; confidence; trust; repose of mind upon what …

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