"Diffident" is a word in ENGLISH

diffident ENGLISH
Definition:

Wanting confidence in others; distrustful.

diffident ENGLISH
Definition:

Wanting confidence in one's self; distrustful of one's
own powers; not self-reliant; timid; modest; bashful; characterized by
modest reserve.

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diffidence ENGLISH

The state of being diffident; distrust; want of confidence; doubt of the power, ability, or disposition of others.

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distrust ENGLISH

Doubt of sufficiency, reality, or sincerity; want of confidence, faith, or reliance; as, distrust of one's power, authority, will, purposes, …

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distrustful ENGLISH

Not confident; diffident; wanting confidence or thrust; modest; as, distrustful of ourselves, of one's powers.

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forwardness ENGLISH

Boldness; confidence; assurance; want of due reserve or modesty.

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insecurity ENGLISH

The state of feeling insecure; uncertainty; want of confidence.

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mistrust ENGLISH

Want of confidence or trust; suspicion; distrust.

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self-distrust ENGLISH

Want of confidence in one' self; diffidence.

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wantrust ENGLISH

Failing or diminishing trust; want of trust or confidence; distrust.

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