"Reluctant" is a word in ENGLISH

reluctant ENGLISH
Definition:

Proceeding from an unwilling mind; granted with
reluctance; as, reluctant obedience.

reluctant ENGLISH
Definition:

Striving against; opposed in desire; unwilling;
disinclined; loth.

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In Invitum LAW AND LEGAL

Against an unwilling party; against one not assenting. A term applied to proceedings against an adverse party, to which he …

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involuntary ENGLISH

Not proceeding from choice; done unwillingly; reluctant; compulsory; as, involuntary submission.

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