"Inwardness" is a word in ENGLISH

inwardness ENGLISH
Definition:

Intimacy; familiarity.

inwardness ENGLISH
Definition:

Internal or true state; essential nature; as, the
inwardness of conduct.

inwardness ENGLISH
Definition:

Heartiness; earnestness.

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Perhaps there are many "nows" of varying duration, depending on just what it is we are doing. We must face up to the fact that, at least in the case of humans, the subject experiencing subjective time is not a perfect, structureless observer, but a complex, multilayered, multifaceted psyche. Different levels of our consciousness may experience time in quite different ways. This is evidently the case in terms of response time. You have probably had the slightly unnerving experience of jumping at the sound of a telephone a moment or two before you actually hear it ring. The shrill noise induces a reflex response through the nervous system much faster than the time it takes to create the conscious experience of the sound.It is fashionable to attribute certain qualities, such as speech ability, to the left side of the brain, whereas others, such as musical appreciation, belong to processes occurring on the right side. But why should both hemispheres experience a common time? And why should the subconscious use the same mental clock as the conscious?

Paul Davies, About Time: Einstein's Unfinished Revolution

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conversance ENGLISH

The state or quality of being conversant; habit of familiarity; familiar acquaintance; intimacy.

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familiarity ENGLISH

The state of being familiar; intimate and frequent converse, or association; unconstrained intercourse; freedom from ceremony and constraint; intimacy; as, …

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homeliness ENGLISH

Familiarity; intimacy.

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intimacy ENGLISH

The state of being intimate; close familiarity or association; nearness in friendship.

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