"Despond" is a word in ENGLISH

despond ENGLISH
Definition:

Despondency.

despond ENGLISH
Definition:

To give up, the will, courage, or spirit; to be
thoroughly disheartened; to lose all courage; to become dispirited or
depressed; to take an unhopeful view.

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He could still remember how the first sip of wine made him feel.

Dianne Harman, Blue Coyote Motel

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faint ENGLISH

To sink into dejection; to lose courage or spirit; to become depressed or despondent.

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That strength or firmness of mind which enables a person to encounter danger with coolness and courage, or to bear …

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unman ENGLISH

To deprive of the courage and fortitude of a man; to break or subdue the manly spirit in; to cause …

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