"Demerit" is a word in ENGLISH

demerit ENGLISH
Definition:

The state of one who deserves ill.

demerit ENGLISH
Definition:

To depreciate or cry down.

demerit ENGLISH
Definition:

That which deserves blame; ill desert; a fault; a vice;
misconduct; -- the opposite of merit.

demerit ENGLISH
Definition:

That which one merits or deserves, either of good or ill;
desert.

demerit ENGLISH
Definition:

To deserve; -- said in reference to both praise and blame.

demerit ENGLISH
Definition:

To deserve praise or blame.

Few words of positivity

And no wonder; for the new technique of "subliminal projection," as it was called, was intimately associated with mass entertainment, and in the life of civilized human beings massed entertainment now plays a part comparable to that played in the Middle Ages be religion.

Aldous Huxley, Brave New World / Brave New World Revisited

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Laugh your heart out.

A pious man who had reached the age of 105 suddenly stopped going to synagogue. Alarmed by the old fellow's absence after so many years of faithful attendance the Rabbi went to see him. He found him in excellent health, so the Rabbi asked, "How come after all these years we don't see you at services anymore?"The old man looked around and lowered his voice. "I'll tell you, Rabbi," he whispered. "When I got to be 90, I expected God to take me any day. But then I got to be 95, then 100, then 105. So I figured that God is very busy and must've forgotten about me, and I don't want to remind Him!"

deserve ENGLISH

To be worthy of recompense; -- usually with ill or with well.

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humble ENGLISH

Thinking lowly of one's self; claiming little for one's self; not proud, arrogant, or assuming; thinking one's self ill-deserving or …

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merit ENGLISH

The quality or state of deserving well or ill; desert.

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