"Antagonistical" is a word in ENGLISH

antagonistical ENGLISH
Definition:

Opposing in combat, combating; contending or acting
against; as, antagonistic forces.

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He was with me, beside me, inside me, and I did not care that my children were asleep, alone at home, or that the neighbors might come to know. He burned the fear out of me until all was left was desire.

Ru Freeman, A Disobedient Girl

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allopathy ENGLISH

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combat ENGLISH

To fight with; to oppose by force, argument, etc.; to contend against; to resist.

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combat ENGLISH

To struggle or contend, as with an opposing force; to fight.

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